Sick =[ =[ =[ =[

Wondering where I've been? I've been laying in my bed throwing up and trying to get comfortable on one side. =[ I had a really bad kidney infection the day after Christmas. I actually had to go to the ER because I had such horrible pain in my stomach. I thought that I had appendicitis [yikes!]. Anyways, they treated me for a kidney infection and unfortunately. . .the treatment was not enough or it returned and I have had a kindney infection since. It never went away basically and every time I got sick I had the same symptoms [my back would be really sore, my neck would be sore, I would start throwing up but it would go away like the next day so I thought I just kept getting a 24 hour thing. FUCKIN' WRONG!. A couple days ago I started throwing up really bad and I vomitted all night and then had to go to work and vomitted at work all day til they let me off early, in the meantime I had fevers of 100-101. Ugh it was so horrible. I went to the doctor right after I got off and he discovered the returned kidney infection. He gave a penicillin shot and a shot for my nausea then did some blood work [which took forever because everything I ate or drank I had been throwing right back up so I had really low blood pressure and it was flowing very slowly]. He sent me home with some pills for nausea and an antibiotic for the infection and also a potassium med. Yesterday I was suppose to be feeling better however I wasn't so I had to go get some scans done on my pelvis area and kidney area and they just confirmed the infection thank God. I'm always terrified that something is going to pop up on those things.

Today is a new day! The antibiotic has finally kicked in apparently. Last night was the first night I actually slept through the night after I got this HORRIBLE fever down. I was up and about today getting homework done, putting away laudry, figuring out my classes for Summer and Fall. Looks like I should be still graduating on time, however I am making an appointment with my advisor just to confirm that I am on the right track. I'm kind of pissed because they changed the minor requirements for my Criminal Justice minor so I have all these extra hours but still have to take I think two required classes. . .stupid asses. I got a lot of stuff to do so it sucks that I got sick when I did. Tomorrow I have a midterm in my psych class and a quiz in my American Policing class. I have two papers due in my psych class and one due in my Group Prejudice class. Don't worry they're all done! YAY for not being a procrastinator on my homework otherwise I would be FUCKED! I didn't get the review for my midterm in pysch but she said it's only like 60 questions long or something so I'm kind of thinking it shouldn't be that hard if I just know my symptoms! So for the rest of the night, Mark is coming to take me to dinner since I really haven't been out at all but to the doctor and to suffer at work [lol] and then I have to study for the midterm.

I owe my ma a HUGE THANKS for taking care of me while I've been sick. I've been a horrible demanding monster and she's been amazing. She cooked and cleaned [like my room and my laundry] and watched after Maddoxx for me. She's so awesome I don't know what I would have done without her! I wish I could take care of her like that when she got sick but if I did I would definitely get it myself and then it would just be a vicious cycle! If it's not contagious though I'm definitely there for her. lol. Anyways Mark is suppose to be coming at some point in time and I need to clean up after Maddoxx and clean myself up, especially do something with this crack head hairstyle of mine [lol] before I go out in public.


[= on the road to recovery! yay

Super Lazy

I went to work this morning and then came home and went STRAIGHT TO SLEEP until like 530. I'm so freaking lazy. I started watching Hustle and Flow and then I cooked some brocolli and cheese stuffed shells with veggie marinara sauce. It was delicious. Going out to The Church tonight. One of the worst clubs in Colorado. . .disappointed because it is 18 & up however cover is free for females so that's how I got talked in to it. Drinks were suppose to be free too but my friends didn't read the sign correctly. I gotta get some shit done before I start getting ready but I'm too lazy. I definitely need to finally hang up my pictures cuz I'm tired of them being in the way and I gotta go pick up after Maddoxx's stank ass. I may consider wearing extensions again tonight so I should probably wash them too. . .I don't know we'll see how well my hair curls. Oh I decided to just use my salon gift cards from Mark on getting my hair done cuz it's going to be the most expensive thing and I can get my nails and my wax before Vegas done for cheap. I'm still going for the Kendra hair color. . .the do it yourself box we bought lightened up my hair and made my roots A LOT better but there is still a gold tint and I'm not feeling that for the summer. I bought a BANGING fedora the other day. I have pics [=. I checked my bank account just a couple mins ago. . .I SERIOUSLY need to get paid. I don't like being at this stage. It could be worse but I don't want it to get any worse. Freaking horrible. It'll be better from here on out though so no worries. Get your money up Jodii Breeze your slacking lol!

Very Interesting

Just read straight through, and you'll get the point. 

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1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 

2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 

3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America. 

4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 

5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor and actress. 

6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. 


How did you do? 


The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners . 




Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one: 

1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 

2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time. 

3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile. 

4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special. 

5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with. 


Easier? 


The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care. Don't fool yourself into thinking that becoming POPULAR or even FAMOUS will make a difference.

Sure, achieve greatness, by all means! I'm not trying to stop you.. just make sure you don't forget those who helped you get there. & more importantly, try to make the same impact on other ppls lives. No one's immortal, but your memory could very well be. Especially when you make a difference in someone's life.

Blackout Drunk

Ughhhhh Mark and I and our friend Natasha got drunk last night. We played endless rounds of quarters and the ABC's of sex and got WASTED! Mark and I don't even really remember much of anything that happened. . .we woke up this morning at like 7 am and were both like what happened?! We definitely don't remember going to bed at all. I took my extensions out at some point in the night as well. Fun times except we're both hungover today. I don't know what the hell I was thinking last night drinking vodka. . .I NEVER drink vodka because it equals an automatic hangover for me no matter what, even if its only one drink. EW. My drink of choice is gin and juice with oj and cranberry juice and I should have stuck to my regular. We went to I Hop this morning and we both feel a little better but not much. I didn't really eat too much cuz I was scared of throwing up. I was suppose to go to class today was looking forward to finally getting the score on my test back but I made the ultimate decision to just not go. It started out as I'm not going to my first class and then my second class is cancelled so I would only have my afternoon classes but then one of them is kind of pointless and then I decided to not waste gas and time just going down there for one class. Tomorrow we are suppose to go to The Church night club. I hate that place but 21 and up females get in and drink for free so I decided to get sucked into going. I need a freaking hair cut. . .at least a trim. My bangs are super freakishly long and they're driving me nuts. Monday I gotta look at what classes are going to be available for me to take during the summer. Hopefully they offer classes that I need so I can make sure that I am going to graduate on time. I gotta apply for financial aid and a loan for that shit too. UGH! I hate doing that stuff. During the summer I'm gonna take the time to apply for some scholarships because I don't want to come out of school with too much debt you know. That's not gonna with any of my anxiety. Anyways. . .I'm going to do some job searching yay =|

electroshock.

Super productive today YAY! I placed a couple ads for some stuff I'm selling on craigslist that includes a spanish book, a verizon wireless Envy phone package with phone, carrier, car charger, wall adapter, and some ipod charger accessories. I also have a couple college team basketballs for sale. . .NC Kentucky I think and the other team I don't recognize the mascot. Good balls though! I did some homework and I'm proud to say that I am very much caught up on everything. I have one more paper to write for my Group Prejudice class. I am doing it on an article about Isn't Racism Only For Whites or something like that for the title and I'm sure it addresses how not only whites are racist. Atleast that's what I'm hoping for. All I have to do is summarize the article and give my opinion including some of the other articles we have read in class and discussions and notes from class. Mark and I went shopping today. He got some polos and some new bed sheets [which he said he wanted me to help pick because I tend to use them a lot HOW CUTE [= ]. Anyways, all I have left on my list to do today is wash my extensions, hang up pictures, and get wasted with my amazing man. I read a very interesting blog today about not following any rules for relationships. I think he made some absolutely great and important points. Anyways, it just made me grateful for where I am with my relationship and how happy I am. [=

Hope yall had a great day!

blackPURPLEsilver

If you know me you know I LOVE baseball. Preseason started a couple weekends ago and I haven't had much time to watch any of the games but I hopefully there will be some on tomorrow [=! Anyways the new color scheme is purple black and silver for THE ROCKIES one of my fav baseball teams. Not my number one but definitely up there in the top three. I also put up a new playlist so I hope you enjoy that [=


That's all for today. I'm quite tired.

Apparently. . .

I've been living under a rock and for some reason although I LOVE Jennifer Hudson I never got her cd. . .or even listened to the whole thing. Yeah, yeah I don't know where I've been. . .anyways it's great. I really like the song "If This Isn't Love". Here's the lyrics [;


[Verse 1:]I'm calling this fone up just keep tellin how much
I really love him cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me
So why'd you leaving me?
God sent me an angel up from above
To love me for life
Things would be perfect
Only because it's the only way
I can describe and say
[Chorus:]If This Isn't Love
See what it is, is like I'd be dreaming and just playin crazy
If this isn't loveSee what it is, cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love
L-o-v-e what is (in) me?
L-o-v-e
Oh...If this isn't love [x2]
[Verse 2:]I'm selfish cause I don't wanna share
When nobody not even knows
People that came before me
But see I ever believe.
God sent me an angel up from above
To love me for life
Things would be perfect
Only because it's the only way[ If This Isn't Love]
I can describe and say
[Chorus:]
So if you got real love
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that beats
Wild like a club
Let me see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up, if this isn't love
Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't trippin
I know I ain't sleepin
I know that it's love
See me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreamin
I know I ain't dreamin
Cause this reason maybe
And I know what is love
If this isn't love...[Chorus: till end]