Name Brand Whore

My name brand wish list [=



Christian Louboutin sandal, $99

Guess 8 piece bangle set. $40

Guess Candy Striped Tote. $88

Guess DareDevil Skinny Jeans. $89.




Guess Wild Rose. $44


coach photoprint tote. $498


Coach Signature Sateen Carly. $398

Coach Annissa Sandal. 398

Coach Ocelot Scarf. $68

Gucci. $375

Ed Hardy has some really cute stuff that I fell in lurve with too. . .like their Blackberry Curve Rhinestone covers. . .some of their hats. . .t shirts. . .and shoes. Unfortunately, they blocked a right click on their photos and I don't want to go through all the work just to get the images. I think a trip to Off The Rack is definitely in store. . .sometime soon. . .hopefully. lol [=

First Tatt

I got my first tattoo today. I'm absolutely obsessed with doves I think they're amazing beautiful birds and so I got my tattoo of one. To me it just symbolizes my determination to keep on going and being successful. [=. It's beautiful and unique and sexy and I'm absolutely in love with it. 

Spring Wish List

6.26.09. I can't fuckin wait!!





I wish I had the money to go shopping but I'm training myself to be a good saver! ]= Anyways this is my wish list for the spring and some summer. 

Super Bipolar Monster

So unfortunately, I have been extremely grouchy for several days. . .not just grouchy sorry. . .I've been quite biploar [lol]. I've never really been diagnosed with bipolar and I'm sure that I really don't have it but just am very pissy. . .without my monthly Auntie being here. I actually feel really bad about this because I have been taking shit out on other people that is completely unnecessary. I definitely don't mean anything by it and I'm so incredibly happy that the people who have put up with my attitude are so patient with me. I apologize deeply to them because I know how mean and ridiculous I have been and there's really no reason or explanation or excuse for it. I don't know what the problem is but the littlest, stupidest shit has been really aggravating me and once I get aggravated by one thing everything after it aggravates me even more. I don't know what the deal is but I gotta get out of this mindset somehow. . .I think that working out will help so I definitely need to get my ass back onto a work out plan. Saturday night for example, I was in a "fuck it mood" where it's like a FUCK IT WEEKEND where I don't really care what I do, where I go, who I'm with, etc as long as I'm not being aggravated anymore. I got out of the mood as soon as we went to the bar and got drunk! [side note: I always have an amazing time when we walk to the bar by Mark's apartment and get drunk with Kyle and Tristen.] Then last night my parents were just asking me a lot of questions and then I was telling them a story about a friend of mine and a problem that she was going through and how I wanted to help her out and they kind of made a joke of it. . .just really frustrating but they didn't mean anything by it. Last night I was hostile towards Mark but I was really tired. I had a rough morning because I had to miss one of my classes to call T Mobile and get my damn phone fixed because it got messed up again and then on the ride home from the bus station I had to sit next to these 2 fuckin retards who kept talking about personal and really inappropriate stuff to be talking about on a train. I was really tired when I got home and I was completely unfair to Mark because he was being so generous making us dinner [which was delicious]. Then I yelled at him for eating loud - RIDICULOUS right? lol. I know. [If you're reading this babe seriously I'm sorry]. Today I was bitchy towards my mom, for absolutely no reason. I thought I had gotten out of my antisocial stage but apparently it still comes back from time to time. I'm definitely going to make my attitude better. . .I definitely think that working out will make a huge difference so I'm for sure going to start working out again not only to take out any aggression but also to get my stomach in shape. . .I'm desperate to have a flat stomach again lol. Wish me luck. [=

Random Recipe

I found a random recipe on another blog. They had a picture of it and it looks delicious and I like chick peas [randomly just discovered this] so I'm going to try it.


Moroccan Chickpea Stew
2 tsp. olive oil
1 cup onion diced
3/4 cup celery chopped
1/2 cup carrot chopped
1 clove of garlic, minced
2 tsp ground cumin
2 tsp paprika
2 tsp ground turmeric
4 tsp pepper1
4 tsp salt1
8 tsp ground cinnamon
8 tsp ground red pepper
1 1/2 cups water
2 tbsp tomato paste
2 (15.5 oz) chickpea cans
1 (14.5 oz) diced tomato can
2 tbsp fresh cilantro1 tbsp lemon juice

Heat oil in a large saucepan over medium-high heat. Add onion, celery, carrot, and garlic to pan; saute for 5 mins.Stir in cumin, and next 7 ingredients (through red pepper); cook for 1 min, stirring constantly.Add water, tomato paste, chickpeas, and diced tomatoes; bring to a boil.Cover, reduce heat and simmer for 20 mins.Stir in cilantro and lemon juice.

Stupid Groundhog

Saw his damn shadow today and now there's going to be 6 more weeks of winter. Hopefully the weather will stay nice in Colorado [this wind needs to definitely chill the heck out though]. I hate going to class when it's cold outside and plus I'm tired of being cold all the damn time.

I'm very proud of a friend of mine though. Overcoming personal marriage issues is something that I was scared that she wouldn't be able to follow through with but now that she is taking the steps to making the best decision for herself I'm extremely happy for her. Makes my day because I don't want to see things get worse. I wish every woman could be as strong and as smart and I know "it's hard" but it's definitely worth it in the long run.

I've had a long day and I'm ridiculously tired. Looking forward to a job fair on Thursday. . .maybe I'll find a good paying, easy, relaxed third job. If not, I'm looking into applying at Whole Foods because they receive a 20% discount. . .that would be great for me since I have to buy groceries like every week. Fatty I know lol. I'm quite money hungry though too [=.

Come On Mark

How can you resist?

I want one so bad I can't even express it.